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really want to have this procedure. been thinking about it for years. i have had 4 pregnancies, 1 set of twins. 18,18,17,15,13. i have a hanging, strechmarked, jelly belly that is revolting and messing my head up and stopping me enjoying life. really cant afford it, has anyone managed to get it done on the nhs? can anyone point me in the direction of a good surgeon. dont know where to start. i have just emailed first cosmetics, are they any good, has anyone used them? i have an idea of the risks of having surgery, being a nurse. i think it makes me more anxious. those of you who have had the procedure, does it change the way you see yourself, make you happier, not so self concious?can you conceal the long scar you are left with and belly button scar? worried about recovery time, being a nurse i would need to be off shortest time possible. do you use all your holiday or do you get sick leave. any information would be great. thanks