I am beginning to panic

[ani]

I am scheduled for a re-do (after 18 years) of my silicone unders on 12/16. Basically, I am petrified. After reading about complications on the board I'm about to back out. I am scheduled to have my 340's replaced with 500's. I am scared of the entire experience, but mostly the recover and am questioning whether I am going "too big". I'm 5'6, 130 lbs. If I cancel now, I will lose all of my money ($8,000) or he'll apply it to "surgery in the future", but I don't want anything else right now. Please talk me in or out of this... tell me I'm worrying needlessly... I basically just don't want to create a problem where none exists (yes, mine might be ruptured - who knows?), but I'm healthy, etc. Thanks and sorry for being such a big baby!! I don't wanna make a mistake!

[masti]

I think you will be just fine and will be so happy with yourself when it is all said and done. I also feel that you have to be totally sure that you want to do this or maybe you should wait. Just know that it is normal to be a little scared and hesitant (I had the same feelings) but just think of how great you will feel and look after your re-do. You have already gone through the surgery before so you will be a pro this time around. Good luck to you and I just hope that you make the right decision for you so that you are happy.

[ani]

I think everyone panics before surgery! It is quite normal. Just keep in mind how great you will look after!! Look to the future and try not to think of the surgery. You will keep panicking. You will have the surgery in time to pick out a sexy New Years Eve outfit. If your not up to going out, perhaps a sexy New Years nightie.



As far as the size of the implants, it all depends on your stats. I am 5'8, weigh 130 and have a small rib cage-less then 28". I went with high profile and had 420cc put in. I was an A cup before and now I am a D/DD depending on the bra. I think I look perfect. Not too small and not too large. Even though hubby admitted today he thinks I went a little too big. Go figure. I think he thinks men must look at me more now. Ha Ha.

What is the size of your rib cage?

[happyone]

I agree that everyone gets nervous before surgery. I hope you thought about what you wanted before you scheduled the surgery. Since you put $8,000 down for it, I think that shows that you want it.